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Monday, 30 March 2009

  • The Writer

    This is just a short story I wrote back in school. It'll be up for a few. Enjoy!

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    “Mr. Jones, the tests results did not come back so well. I’m sorry to say that you do have diabetes.”

    “How? Why? How could this have happened?!”

    “It’s Type 1. Genetics. You could have had some screwed up gene which screwed up your whole system.”

    This news frightened Thomas Jones. Tom was a young man, going onto the ripe age of 20, and he just found out he had diabetes. Not much scared him, but he felt scared this very morning.

    Tom always thought he was sick. Earlier in the week he was with his friends when he made the comment that he thought he had diabetes. They all thought he was just making this statement in a drunken haze. He didn’t even believe himself, until this very morning.

    “What happens if I drink?” Tom asked the doctor. The doctor told him the percussions of him drinking, and that to live a healthy successful life of diabetes, that he has to eliminate, or regulate his drinking. This news did not go over well with Tom.

    Tom was a writer. He wanted nothing else to do with his life, but write. He was currently in correspondence with a talent agency showing his screenplays that he wrote. They loved his unique writing style. He got his mindset when he wrote by drinking, and he was just told that he can no longer do one of his passions, drinking heavily.

    “How am I going to write?!” Tom thought to himself on that long drive back to civilization. He neared his house and it set in a little bit more. His lifestyle has to change. Normally Tom would disobey any orders, and continue to drink heavily, for he had a horrible drinking problem, but he was afraid. He did not want to go blind or lose limbs. That thought frightened him to death.

    That night Tom sat up all night frustrated. Staring at the blinking cursor on his computer of his empty document. Nothing. He could write nothing.

    “I’ll sleep it off…yeah that’s what I’ll do,” as Tom crawled into bed. He knew this wasn’t going to help. Tossing and turning Tom cracked under the tension and popped the cork of a wine bottle. Guzzling down every last drop he frantically typed away on his laptop. Page after page was worked out until he slumped over in alcoholic slumber.

    The next morning he knew what he did was wrong. Tom didn’t know what else to do. He set a deadline to finish the script he had multiple ideas for in his head, but the only way he knew how to fuel his mind was with booze. The night rolled around, again trying to write sober. Nothing. Empty pages sat on the screen, but this night he chose not to drink. He fought the night demons and finally fell asleep on his own will.

    Tom always spoke of writing all his life. He wanted to make it with his writing and go out with a bang. “How can I write sober? All I’ve ever wanted to do was be able to drink myself silly and write. I need my alcohol to write,” Tom thought to himself. Nightfall came around again and Tom was at his computer. He caved under pressure and brought out a large bottle of whiskey. Tom needed his fuel. Glass after glass, and page after page were finished.

    Tom knew what he was doing was a risk. This was worth it to him. “Finish this!” Tom kept saying to himself. With his tank on full, Tom was going to complete what he thought was his best screenplay ever. “They’re going to love this one! It’s the best. This one will be picked up for sure, I know it will! It has to!” Tom muttered to himself. He came down to his last line and let out a sigh of relief. A giant grin broke out on his face as he typed those last words, ‘The End’. He was content.

    Daybreak came around and Tom’s parents were at the dining room table. The clock was ticking away. Hours passed and Tom still hasn’t emerged from his room. His dad was reading the paper; his mom was gazing at the television oblivious to this unusual seclusion of Tom. Another hour passes, finally setting in to his mother.

    “Have you seen Tom yet this morning?” she asks Tom’s father. He hadn’t. “I guess I’ll go wake him up. He probably was up all night.” Tom’s mom casually strolled down the hall with her cup of coffee when she came to his door. Quietly she opened the door to check on her child. The door creaked, followed by the sound of shattering glass. His mother let out a scream as her broken mug and spilt coffee lie in a puddle around her.

Tuesday, 06 January 2009

  • Last Macworld Today

    For all you Apple lovers:

    GEEK: ON

    It's the last Macworld today. With this last presentation, marks the first time Steve Jobs is not present. Unfortunately we are not going to be blessed with that black turtle neck goodness, however this is a great business decision. There will not be these expectations of having to release new products which either are rushed, or are revealed to us as a tease. Nothing upsets people more than seeing this amazing new product and then told they have to wait a month to order it.

    This also will help with holiday sales. If you're in tune with apple, you know that it's absolutely silly to purchase a laptop (or other major apple product) a month before they have a keynote showing the new products. Now apple can release products when they are ready to be sold, and do not have these expectations to live up to.

    GEEK: OFF

Monday, 05 January 2009

  • Hope everyone had a great holiday. It's back to the grind for most people, and I'm included in that list. I don't want to be back at work, but it gives me what I need to be financially stable hah.

    My weekend was good, because apparently I traumatized some children and parents with porn links instead of links to dress websites. It wasn't purposely, but the client didn't check if all the links are valid....whoops.

Tuesday, 02 December 2008

  • Bitter?

    I am sitting here listening to a loud ass movie being watched by my bro and his current lady friend that he is trying to court. Now the girl before I disliked, the one before that was seriously stupid, and I wasn't fond of her. This current one I thought she seemed cool but now I feel as if she's getting increasingly annoying.

    I'm afraid that my current relationship hardships are making me a bitter person, and causing difficulty in me enjoying any of his dates. With that said, I am also finding myself becoming less patient with people in general. I'm hoping that this is just a hump I'm hitting and will get over it soon, but man, it's hard not to get annoyed by people.

Saturday, 29 November 2008

  • Bored

    I love christmas time. Got the tree up, have the lights going....everything about it just makes me smile and feel cozy. Gave away stuff yesterday so the giving spirit is in me. I could just sit around the tree and just relax all day....the only thing missing is some snow.

    COME ON SNOW!

    Anyways, I just wanted to blab about that since I had to delete my previous post...I woke up and read it (was drunkenly added), and it wasn't too good hah. I need to go find some lunch though.